I don’t think I’ve been on here for a year +!!
Tumblr Porn brought me back - haa!
My obsession is fringe, all the fringe.
Absent-Minded.
All I wanted to do was go to your house.
Spend the night w/ you.
Go to the doctors w/ you.
Visit my mom, dad, grandma w/ you.
Spend my Sunday w/ you.
But you go and blurt out my personal information, to someone you don’t like at all times.
To someone who has almost ruined your life.
You gave her MY beauty secret. Instead of directing her to me.
You struck a nerve.
What gave you that right to do that?
I love you but what the fuck were you thinking?
My weekend was all about you.
Your doctor’s visit.
Your well being.
Your home.
Your bed.
You.
And now I’m here alone.
Sleeping by myself.
Having the weekend to myself.
Not because I choose to.
But because if I see you I wouldn’t be able to wrap my mind around what you thought made it okay to give that out.
Nothing.
Nothing made it ok.
You had no right.
You took away my right to disclose information to those I wanted to know and those I don’t want to know.
You took that ability upon yourself.
So now I’m here.
Hoping your visit goes well.
Ominous.
It kills me to not be able to go.
But you did this.
You repelled me for the night.
Sometimes,
Love isn’t enough to overcome …
Because the throne I put you on,
Turned into thorns for the evening.
xo
